Yearning's. A Hollow with a heart.

" the sight never changes..." Halibel said to her self as she look out at the dark lifeless desert. Halibel sighed. she had came out hear to sort out her thoughts but the depressing scenery just scattered her thoughts more. " what is the emptyness......." she thought as she opens a garganta and enters.

the scenery was a complete contrast to before. Halibel looked the town over. she was only there to think so she made sure to conceal her energy. hours went by but no matter what she saw nor wear she looked the answers never came. stopping at a park to rest for a moment Halibel heard childrens voices. she observed children playing but it wasn't until she saw a young girl and her mother at the swings did that empty feel return. it was then she understood.

a hole 2 hours later Halibel had finished explaining her yearnings to her followers and friends. the puzzled expressions the had coursed Halibel to sigh. she explained it clearly a second time and when they stayed silent she begin to turn around.

She didn't blame theme since it was a strange request. for you see Halibel had asked for one of them to forgo there adult hood and become her child. it was when she started to turn around after not getting a volunteer that one stood up.

Haribel's followers were silent when the offer was made. No one had any idea how to properly respond. Give up their adulthood? What did that mean.

Finally one figure stood up and knelt before Haribel. "I, Franceska Mila Rose volunteer, my queen." Mila rose said bowing her head to her mistress.

" I assume you fully understand what it is im asking? " Halibel asked. if Mila did not Halibel would explain it.

" hold it Mila. as much as Id love teasing you over this I gotta asked. why? " Apache asked Mila. " I would like to know why you'd volunteer as well. " Halibel said

Mila hesitated at first "Y-yes I understand." She glared at Apachi when she spoke up at first. "B-becasue I have sworn myself to Halibel-sama, I will do whatever I can to ensure she is happy even at my own expense." she said still sounding like a warrior speaking to her queen and not someone who has just offered to become that queen's, for all intents and purposes baby. If she did have completely personal reasons for doing so however, she refused to let Apachi know.

" yeah well its your choice either way. well anyway Im hitting the sack. " Apache said going to her room followed be Sun Sun.

" Mila If your sure I want you to get a long hot bath. make sure your 100% clean then meat me in my chamber. " Halibel said going on her way.

Mila watched the other two leave before bringing her attention back to Halibel. "Yes, mistress." she said militantly before rising and leaving the room. She entered the bathroom and started to run a bath for herself inside of the large bath. Once the water was ready she stripped down and entered.

After nearly a hour and a half the now dry arrancar entered Halibel's chamber wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around herself.

" lay on my bed. " Halibel instructed whilst holding a few pieces of white cloth in her arms as well as a white nighty.

"Y-yes mistress." Mila said taking a step back at the command. It seemed fairly odd at first before Mila Rose remembered why she was there in the first place. Quickly glancing at the clothes in her queen's arms she blushed and removed her towel revealing her nude body. After dropping the towel she stepped towards the bed and laid down on her back.

" you'll have to bare with me. though the medical arrancar explained how I haven't ever practiced diapering. " Halibel said getting to work pay placing the 3 cloth diapers under Mila's bum. after a few tries she had the snapped in place and then covered them with plastic panties. " how do they feel? to lose to tight? " Halibel asked

"Okay." Mila swallowed her heart fluttering from nerves. She was surprised how soft the diapers were once they were under her bottom. "Um they are a little tight, but just a bit." she said touching the front of the plastic pants and hearing the noise they made. "Did you expect me to be the one to do this?" she asked curiously figuring one of the reasons they may be tight was from Mila's size.

" truthfully I hadn't expected any of you to. these were what we had on hand. I'll be sure to get you proper ones. hold still. " Halibel said as she dressed Mila in the nighty. it stopped at her hips.

Franceska nodded holding her arms up to make it easier to get the nightie on. She blushed when she stood up at the way the nightie fell on her leaving the thick diapers and plastic panties exposed. "This fits well?" she asked still admiring her new wardrobe, but not at all sure if the nightie was supposed to be so revealing, of course she was used to revealing clothing she was still embarrassing that what it was exposing was something so infantile.

" hmm its a bit small but it'll do. " Halibel said pulling Mila gently onto her lap. " tomorrow we'll get you everything you'll need. just relax. " Halibel said soothingly

"Alright mistress." Mila said surprised by being pulled into Halibel's lap. She blushed, she had never been this close to Halibel. "Wh-what exactly do you expect me to do as your baby?" she asked her heart pounding from nerves and a desire to please Halibel.

" simply act the part. " Halibel said laying Mila down. Halibel's room had a rather feminine feel to it and was always dimly light so the dim lights and soft bed mad it easy to relax

"Um okay..." Mila said laying back on the bed and staring up at Halibel trying to figure out how to play it. "Like this?" with a deep breath she turned herself onto her belly and began to crawl away from Halibel on her hands and knees, her padded bottom wiggling playfully.

Halibel chuckled and begin tickling Milas feet as she crawled. " yes just do what you thinks natural. " Halibel said as she tickled

"Wah!" Mila flopped back onto her belly when she started to get tickled. "Hahahaha! Sto-Sto-stop! I'm ti-ti-ti-ticklish!" she squealed rolling over onto her back, her nightie riding up and exposing her belly button.

" good to know. " Halibel chuckled as she tickled Mila's tummy as well.

"Mmmhahahahaha!" Franciska laughed rolling back and forth but unable to escape. This was actually more fun than she expected.

"Ahahahahaha!" her laughs died down after Halibel stopped tickling her. "That was fun..." she mumbled the word fun almost seeming foreign to her. "Um I'm hungry." she said finding it odd to be so blunt with her mistress.

" I see. hmmm give me a few minutes. " Halibel said heading out of the room. since you were alone it would probably be a good time to sort your thoughts or explore being a baby some.

Mila sighed and laid on the bed with her legs and arms spread out. This was quite the change of pace for sure. Her mind insantly tuned to the worse of the situation, she would no doubt be the object of ridicule among Apachi and Sun-Sun, mostly Apachi though. That thought nearly made her regret her decision. But her queen's happiness was far more important. Besides as she is now they wouldn't dare tease her lest she tell on them. That sparked the next thought: she was supposed to act like a baby.

"But how do babies behave?" she said out loud closing her eyes and pondering that thought. She had never paid attention to babies, and her own memories of being one were lost. She did know they couldn't talk or walk well, if at all, they cried... a lot, that might be difficult. Babies used simple words, that couldn't be too hard, they didn't know how to use a toilet, she had that covered as she patted the front of the diaper, and they put things in their mouths like their... Mila looked over at her hand, "thumb." she finsihed the thought out loud.

With some of that new information she sat up with a loud crinkle and inched off the bed. With another deep breath she got on her hand s and knees and explored the bedroom looking at things from her spot on the floor. She plopped back onto her padded rear and after another exhale stuck her thumb in her mouth and began sucking. To her shock Mila actually found the act to be quite soothing as she laid on her back on the floor staring up at the ceiling while sucking on the chocolate colored digit. When Halibel came back sh eowuld find Mila Rose in this trance absentmindedly sucking her thumb and starring off into space.

Halibel said nothing and simply lifted Mila up on to the bed. she had somehow managed to find a baby bottle and had filled it with what looked like a thick milk substance. " no worries its vanilla flavored nutrient formula. " Halibel said

Mila eeped accidentally biting her thumb out of the shock of being picked up. "Ouch." she said looking at her thumb, which was bleeding from her sharper teeth. "Okay." she nodded opening her mouth for the bottle. When the nipple was first placed into her mouth she was confused until she recognized the similarity between the nipple and her thumb. Quickly she began to suck, nursing the bottle and drinking the vanilla flavored drink. She closed her eyes enjoying the taste.