Want Someone to Talk to.......

So...I have a certain way that I want to live my life, that being a full adult baby lifestyle. The trouble is that I really don't know where to begin. I feel so alone on the subject. I have autism (among other disorders) so socializing is difficult and get SSI for these disorders. My family knows of my infantilism and accepts it. I wear diapers 24/7, I have a Nuk 5, etc. My goal though, is what I mentioned earlier. Now that is something that I feel my family just doesn't really support me in, but I haven't really discussed it much, because talking about these things is difficult. I just feel empty and in a way, hopeless. I also have depression which makes things harder. I try not to seem selfish for wanting this lifestyle, it would just make me happy, something that I truly haven't been for years. It would be a dream come true.This topic is all scrambled I know, I have trouble wording things like this. I just want to have someone to discuss this with. I want to not feel alone. I know that there are people out there like me, like Baby Brett, who has the life that I dream of, but I really can't discuss it with those people. Feel free to respond. Don't bother posting criticism's, because I have heard enough of that, and I personally don't care about negative opinions.Thanks for reading..............

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